the hazy hazy fog

the fog is clearing.slowly...ever so slowly.then sometimes it seems as tho its all blown back in..i come from a land that doesn't allow capitol letters..deal with it..or call dr phil.whatever..we also use lots of dots in my land.like so......again,it is as it will always be.............i have decisions to make...big ones..so i must be ever sure and clear of all thought and information..others have made the same decision,w/little forethought.just a pretty face,a pair of liquid molten lava eyes,and boom!off they go..but not me..no..not me...i am at the point in my life,at this time,where the idea of a tiny bit of stability pleases me ,and brings me a slight twinge of comfort.and terror..so i must think this one out.carefully....very carefully..